Fuck you. I know you didn't intend to do it but it seriously bothers me. I hate how you complain about being forever alone. What am I supposed to say? It's okay? You'll find your special someone soon? Hell I should know. It's bothering. It bothered me so much.
But now I don't have to worry about it.
So here I am, watching you actually get somewhere with the guy you like. What am I supposed to do? Complain about how now I'M FOREVER ALONE? Fuck no. I would never want to do that to you. I know what it feels like. I know how it feels to want someone to be happy but can't make them happy cuz I play no part in it. Why would I put you through that?
But then again, I can't fully cheer you on. It's a simple combination of envy and anger really.
It was fine before. But now that your changing your plans with us for him, I'm kinda pissed. Especially with 10 hours prior to our previous plans. Like are you serious woman? Not even a sorry? Just. I'm not going to be there.
What you did before adds on even more to my anger though. I can't talk to you cuz ur on Skype with him? EVEN WHEN I'M IN YOUR ROOM? WTF.
And now your telling me to pretend that i don't know him cuz "then its gunna be awks"? Wtf.
This is going to be my first meeting with the guy. It won't be so "awks" if maybe....i don't know....YOU ACTUALLY LET ME TALK TO HIM ON SKYPE. you tell me all these stories about what he does almost everyday, and now I have to pretend that I don't know him? Wtf.
You. Are. Really. Selfish.
I don't even know what to say to you.. could you at least think of how rude that might sound? Like sure most people don't think of other people when deciding what to say, but I thought you were the considerate type. I hate humanity. This is an example of why.
-Kii
ps. to Joo who is reading this, it is not Li Li.
But now I don't have to worry about it.
So here I am, watching you actually get somewhere with the guy you like. What am I supposed to do? Complain about how now I'M FOREVER ALONE? Fuck no. I would never want to do that to you. I know what it feels like. I know how it feels to want someone to be happy but can't make them happy cuz I play no part in it. Why would I put you through that?
But then again, I can't fully cheer you on. It's a simple combination of envy and anger really.
It was fine before. But now that your changing your plans with us for him, I'm kinda pissed. Especially with 10 hours prior to our previous plans. Like are you serious woman? Not even a sorry? Just. I'm not going to be there.
What you did before adds on even more to my anger though. I can't talk to you cuz ur on Skype with him? EVEN WHEN I'M IN YOUR ROOM? WTF.
And now your telling me to pretend that i don't know him cuz "then its gunna be awks"? Wtf.
This is going to be my first meeting with the guy. It won't be so "awks" if maybe....i don't know....YOU ACTUALLY LET ME TALK TO HIM ON SKYPE. you tell me all these stories about what he does almost everyday, and now I have to pretend that I don't know him? Wtf.
You. Are. Really. Selfish.
I don't even know what to say to you.. could you at least think of how rude that might sound? Like sure most people don't think of other people when deciding what to say, but I thought you were the considerate type. I hate humanity. This is an example of why.
-Kii
ps. to Joo who is reading this, it is not Li Li.
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