Unlucky?

Heyy guys it's Kii(:

It's been awhile since we've posted, but here it is.

Don't you ever feel like nothing's going your way? Like whatever happens just turns out to be bad? Well it happens to me, not alot but it does. I consider myself a fairly fortunate person, so this happening kinda just shocked me.
At first it seemed decent, but then it got worse. Just when I thought I hit rock bottom, every possible problem started to arise. People can rarely ever be trusted. Based on my experience. They seem so nice and good, then they back stab you without even the slightest of a hint. From there it only goes down, a broken relationship and mistrust.
Why do people do this? Do they not have a moral compass to guide them? How skewed can someone's judgement be that all they think of is themselves? I know that I'm being a little selfish atm, but u can't blame me right?
I believe that people should act upon what they believe is good, and not just the opinions others around them. It's better to have no one on your side than to blindly follow others. I think that being called a sheep is one of the worst things that is used to describe someone's personality. Sure, leaders have to have followers... but to what extent? People should just do good b/c they want to, not b/c they have to. Do a good deed when no one's watching, rather than do a good deed because someone's watching.

So because of these people and various other circumstances, we became beggars. Beggars that can't be choosers. Whats done is done, and there isn't any going back.

I am not in the position to dictate what course of action would be righteous or not,(hence the beggars cant be choosers)  but if everybody just stopped and thought of other people once in a while, maybe things like this would not be happening.
>:c