LIFE!

How are you all? Having fun in summer vacation? Unless you have summer school then.. SUCKS FOR YOU!~ Muhahha... It is so weird I only post stuff in summer.. maybe because I started all this in summer and that is the only time I am free from school and it is the time of year when I get bored. Well... unless I go on vacation which I usually do every year for a week or so... (I know it is such a short time but can't blame my parents always being so busy...). Well .. I will try my best to post monthly.. Just that I guess I have nothing interesting going on... ugh, I know I am so pessimistic! BUT I will try updating more about me, myself and I!~ even if its boring or if no one cares.. I will just do it as a hobby and so I will have stuff to do! :D MAN.. I am BRIGHT! Anyways... this summer is quite different from my past like hanging out with friends, going on vacation for a week or two or just bored, staying at home and watching shows and surfing the internet. However, this summer has totally CHANGED for me! It even feels as if even I have changed.. which I really hate.. because then it means I am getting old .... :O  I mean this summer I have no time hanging with my hommys or even with my family... which I usually almost always have the time before. The thing is not only am I changing but many people around me too... like how ALL my friends have no time to hang because of work and their boys.. but as for me... well.. I finally decided and took action in getting a job since I am usually bored with so less things to do....so now I have no time but work, work and more work. I guess working is a new experience for me because before I thought working was tiring and repetitive and no point but to earn money (no point for me since I use to just mooch off my parents actually I still do.. HAHA)... BUT NOW I found work is actually quite fun because I get to meet new people everyday from my job as a waitress and I learn ALOT that I never new about life! Also I get paid...HAHAHA (that is the best part...). So now I am quite busy and no time for anything anymore. Honestly, I should have listened to my mother before since she kept nagging me to get a job if I am bored and how it is good for me in the "future". MAN... I guess the saying is true (at really tiny bits of times) what mothers say is always right. But what really motivated me in getting a career is that I didn't want to keep mooching off my parents anymore(could be due to puberty or getting old. D:) and that I felt that my lil bro became a big bro(since he got a job before me and was being all cocky about it)... which I did not like because I am the BIGGER one, I meant I came out first.. and I did not mean "BIGGER" in the FAT way! Also what has been pushing me in taking action on getting a job is really because my "mother" bribing me saying if I get a job she would finally let me keep a dog at home!~ Since being a dog lover as I am and me being in the year of a dog(which I believe have something to do with it)... I got all fired up and just took action! Truthfully, my parents gave me two chances in my whole life already in owning a dog.. and lets just say I was irresponsible for both of the dogs and they decided to give them away. D: Obviously, it was because I was young and thoughtless(stupid) that time and so they never gave me a third chance even when I tried begging, persuading and even rebelling....well lets just keep this short and leave that story for next time.. and so since my mom kept nagging me in getting a job for more experience I decided to make a deal with her that if I do get one she will allow me to have a dog a home! and she agreed that only if I give her half of what I make so I agreed even though it is such a bad deal but I mean its the only way I could have one or the other way is to move out which is stupid cause then I would have to support myself and I cannot even cook so which makes it impossible (for me). Well.. at least this shows her how dedicated and how bad I want one and hopefully I will get one soon...WHICH I WILL!!~

-- J