Indecisive Me!

Hello, Hello! I just came back from work! Lets just say... I finally realized how work can be really tiring and why some people would hate it. Like how today I finally experienced a "busy" day for my job. When I first started until now I have never felt this tired before. But I believe that yesterday me sleeping late have something to do with it.... Anyways, I actually still like being a server or waitress for my job. Even though it is tiring I feel that it is a good tiring feeling and it makes me feel that I am stronger than before. I mean you know the song "what doesn't kill you make you stronger!!~~ " I finally understand that meaning! YAY!!!!! So, all I wanna say to the people out there is to THINK MORE POSITIVELY!! I mean before when I had no job I was all like I will never work I will just win the lottery when I turn 18 and just live with that fortune, since all I hear complains everywhere like from my friends, family and even strangers how hard work is and how they hate it. I mean it isn't that bad. HONESTLY! I know what you guys are probably thinking that: you are just too optimistic or your job is not even that hard.. blah blah blah. Yeah, I know I might be more fortunate than others but it is still considered a job! and I am just lucky!~ ( since I will still win that lottery soon!). Alright, lets stop talking about jobs since it may give some of you stress. Anyways, for the past few days I have been deciding whether I should go volunteer or not for a firework festival. I mean, I have been quite busy with you know what and I was thinking shall I do volunteer work? since it seemed interesting and all and I have never ever volunteered before and I have never been helpful to the community at all...well not that I can think of. I mean even, little kids nowadays have at least volunteered once! For my whole life I have NEVER not even ONCE. I think it is about time I do something good for once or I may just go to hell... D: So, I have decided I will go, even though it may be a hassle for me I will do something good for the community for ONCE!!? YEAH!! GOO MEEE!!!~ So,  you all who have read this and is bored for summer go VOLUNTEER!! Wow.. I wish someone told me to do that in those times when I was bored at home.... Well, at least I told you all!! So, do not be like me in the past being bored at home and just go VOLUNTEER!!

--J