Empty.....

First picture I didn't steal from the internet!! Yes!! Hahaha!! I know... It's not that great!!  SHUT UP! I'm still learning!

What your initial thoughts to the title of this post were probably:

1) "WTF?!? empty? you shithead how can a human being be Fcking empty?!? "

2)"Oh great.. another emo post of a depressed person, who wants to rant about how their life sucks but has no one there to listen to them....

Well... if your first thoughts of this title was like number 1; then you are WRONG!!! Hahaha suckerrr!!! Someone can FEEL empty and btw this title isn't supposed to be taken literally!!SO HA!!! YOU FCKIN DUMBSHITT!!! But for those who had thoughts like number 2; Okay... this might sound emo but I am not!! And I don't really need someone to talk to I just felt like blogging it.... since i believe there are many people out there that feels like this...(Hmm... I might be wrong... but whatever.)

LETS START! I have been feeling empty lately as in: I am fckin wasting my life....In the beginning I couldn't wait for summer 2012 to come since my thoughts were like: YESS!!! SUMMER IS CLOSE!! I CAN FINALLY SLEEP IN AND HAVE FUN!! HELLS YEAHH!! However... when summer came.. It was like yay....summer.... I can sleep in ....

After a week or so I became FCKIN BORED TO DEATHH!!!! I felt tired of sleeping in... and i don't know WHY/!?! And everyday.. is about the same. I felt like I was again... WASTING MY LIFE!! Each and every day... it felt like I needed to do something significant like setting a goal and striving towards it .... but i really don't know how to start, because I am really not sure of myself; of what I really want.. therefore.. now I am just blogging it and sharing my feelings...yet I still don't know why I am doing this.. I guess its to tell others out there, who also feels like this that you are not alone!! SO DON'T FEEL SAD OR DEPRESSED!! Cause I am like that too... (Hmmm... maybe we could be "empty" buddies and find a meaning together?!) HAHAHA!! Just kidding I will find my own meaning!! Time to start!! (even though I don't know how to... Hmmm.. well I guess I have to figure that out first!!) So......BYE!!~


--Jookii